Saturday, May 21, 2005
i juz cannot get over how my dardar looked when he was little.. He's juz so freaking cute!! Took a picture of my little dear last sunday while we were "talking" in his room.. His mum suddenly came in, saw what i was doing and asked me to take all my little pics back.. Apparently, i gave them to dardar for him to treasure and to, hopefully look at them when he thinks of me.. LOL!! But instead, they were kept in this paper bag.. Dang.. She went on to say that those photos were precious and were limited so i couldnt simply give them away to every one of my boyfriends.. There wud only be lesser and lesser of my baby pictures, then all memories wud be lost?
Honestly, what she said to me realli hurt me a little.. I gez i assume that she thinks me and dardar wouldnt last.. Like she didnt trust me or something.. Well, im always quiet around her.. I juz dont know what to say to her coza the language barrier.. Im such a sucker in chinese and am not even near "half perfect".. I juz dont know what i can do to make her like me.. Talk more? Laugh more? Smile more? Im doing those.. I juz gotta stop avoiding dar's house coz i cant avoid her forever rite..
Anyway.. here's a pic of my little dardar..
Cute rite? hEhe.. And this is how he looks NOW!!
Yurp yurp..And this is US now!! =)
6 days and counting to our one year anniversary.. Happy anniversary in advance darling!! =)
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